In our dog-eared A Year From Monday, we read this astonishing story from John Cage, in Lecture on Commitment:
…when Schoenberg asked me whether I would devote my life
to music, I said, “Of course.” After I had been studying
with him for two years, Schoenberg said, “In order to write
music, you must have a feeling for harmony.” I explained to him
that I had no feeling for harmony. He then said that I would always
encounter an obstacle, that it would be as though I came to a
wall through which I could not pass. I said, “In that case
I will devote my life to beating my head against that wall.”
As usual, Cage nailed it. He went on to create a whole other order of music that set off a tectonic shift in the music, art, how we see. His whole life seemed to be one of deep listening, not only to what was around him but to himself, following his interests, exploring, finding his way around, or through, obstacles by virtue of his unique point of view:
If there were a part of life dark enough to keep out of it a light from art I would want to be in that darkness, fumbling around if necessary, but alive

Cages words really made us think: Of the brilliant college student advised against going for an engineering degree because his math grades aren’t great, whom we’ve seen solve complex engineering problems though his own, very original route.
…Of just about everyone we know, artist or not, grappling with “an obstacle…a wall through which they cannot seem to pass”. Cage reminds us that finding the way around or through or over comes from the willingness to “beat our head against the wall”…
….echoing Emerson’s wise insight:
Every wall is a door
thanks especially for this post Sally….much needed at this moment!
Flavia